निजण्याआधी तुज्यावर कविता करायच्या
हे तर आता रोजचंच झालंय
आणि याची कितीही सवय झाली आहे असं म्हटलं
तरी प्रत्येक वेळेस लिहिताना मला भरून आलंय
मी कविता का लिहितो
हे मला खरंच कळत नाही
कारण जिच्यासाठी मी त्या लिहितो
तिच्यापर्यंत त्या कधीच पोहोचत नाही
आणि मनाची परत घालमेल नको
म्हणून मी ही त्या परत वाचत नाही
तुला खरं वाटणार नाही
पण माझ्या कवितेचा प्रत्येक शब्द माझं काळीज जाळतो
तू माझ्या शब्दाकडे नीट पाहिलंस
तर तुलाही कळेल की
माझा प्रत्येक शब्द मूक अश्रू ढाळतो
माझ्या या कविता
मला कधीही न सुटलेलं कोडं आहे
अफाट दुखः दाबलय मनात
कवितेतून बाहेर आलेलं हे फक्त थोडं आहे
आज वाटलं की अश्रूंच्या शाईनेच कविता लिहावी
तसेही डोळ्यातून ते आज काल आटता-आटत नाही
हे ऐकून अश्रूही आज बोलले
म्हणाले, मनात घुसमट होते म्हणून बाहेर येतो
तर आता तुला तेही पटत नाही
काल घरातून माझी जुनी ब्रीफकेस गेली
चोर हि पाहून वरमला असेल
म्हणत असेल आज दरीद्राच्या घरात चोरी झाली
पहिले तर त्यामध्ये काहीच नव्हते आणि
पहिले तर माझी जिंदगी त्या मध्ये साठलेली
एक जुनी जीन्स होती
पायाखाली येऊन येऊन तळव्याजवळ फाटलेली
एक तुझं रेखाचित्र होतं तुला आठवताना मी काढलेलं
कोणाली पटलं नसलं तरी
मला ते तंतोतंत तुझ्या सम भासणारं
मी डोळ्यात बघताच
माझ्याकडे पाहून हसणार
आणि एक हि दिवस विसर पडला तर
नाक मुरडून रुसणार
तू स्वतः कधी बोलली नसशील
येवढ ते चित्र मज सवे बोलायचं
येवढ मात्र नक्की की
त्याला पाहून छातीत काही तरी सलायचं
तू दिलेला पेन हि आज गेला
त्या पेनाने मी किती तरी कविता तुझ्यासाठी लिहिलेल्या
किंवा असं म्हण की त्या पेनाला पाहून मला त्या सुचलेल्या
त्या सोबत गेल तुझं ते एकुलतं एक पत्र
तू रात्री जागून लिहलेलं
तुझ्या प्रेमाने काठोकाठ भरलेलं
कित्येकदा माझ्या छातीला लागून निजलेलं
वाचताना नकळत अश्रूचा थेंब पडून थोडसं भिजलेलं
कधी हि चोरला जाणार नाही असा
तुझ्या आठवणींचा ठेवा मी डोळ्यात भरला आहे
काल आठवणींचे शरीर चोरीस गेले,
आत्मा मात्र जसाच्या तसा माझ्याकडे उरला आहे
अजूनही करतेस का चाळा
चेहऱ्यासमोर आलेल्या केसांच्या बटांशी ?
अजूनही मारतेस का गप्पा
अथांग निळ्या समुद्राच्या लाटांशी ?
अजूनही का ग पिंजरयातल्या चीमण्यात रमते तुझे वेडे मन ?
मंदिराजवळच्या झाडाला पाहून येते का ग तुला माझी आठवण ?
आज काल मीही एकांतात कमीच बसतो
कारण एकांतात तुला विसरायचय याचाच मुळी मला विसर पडतो
तरी तुझी छबी आता बरीच धूसर झाल्यासारखी वाटते
पण तुझ्या आठवणींचा ओलावा अजुनही तसाच
अगदी कालच सगळ काही घडल्यासारखा
सगळं संपलं तरी
मागे बराच काही उरल्यासारखा
दगड झालेल्या काळजात
कायमस्वरूपी कोरल्या सारखा
तप्त उन्हात फुललेल्या
पर्णहीन गुलमोहरासारखा
Oscar Honored By Rahman … Yess I am saying ..Oscar Honored By Rahman..! And every true fan of Rahman will say the same… I won’t say Rahman reached to Oscar… I will say finally Oscar juries get the chance to listen music maestro Rahman… I just read that Rahman composed music for slumdog in only 2 weeks …and it is not at all shocking… no one will have doubt on that.. even no one will think that “Jai ho” was Rahman’s best performance till now… Oscar juries should have to listen his music for films like Roja, rang de basanti, Taal, Vande Maataram and I am sure that they will be ashamed for not finding him earlier….
Anyway most important thing is He succeded to strike the chord at global level …. made india proud….. now “Bharat Ratn” is also not so far from him. He proved wrong to them who used to say ” Indian musicians are no where close to western “….He made his listeners Happy… He changed Oscar to Osc-ARR
After 26th Novembers Mumbai Blasts my Gmail status was “Jai Hind”. One of my friend pinged me on chat and asked “Deepak, still you say Jai Hind”
Slapped!!!
Recent Mumbai Violence, this is the current hot topic everybody wants to discuss over sip of coffee. Media channels are all set to achieve there TRP target through this hot topic. They are busy in catching crying faces, sad stories, and protest stories. Hundreds of mails passed all over Internet n/w about this hot topic of terrorism and sacrifice of martyrs. Everybody is reading them and seems to be enjoying patriotism. Hundreds of blog came out to discuss this. Huge wave of condemning politicians generated which kicked out leading ministers..
Everybody is condemning the attack, pin pointing towards each other. As a part of society, I am also undergoing through people’s reaction about recent violence. Since then I am asking many questions to myself to which I am not getting any answers. Just want to put those in my space.
Many mails came saying cricketer gets lakhs of Rupees for every sixer they hit. Millions of Rupees for Olympic medal winners and what martyrs got for there sacrifice? I was thinking that, who the hell are we to ask this? Do we not spend thousands of rupees to see cricket stars and how much we have contributed for the relief fund?
Are we the real culprit in this matter?
Politicians say Pakistan. Pakistan says Terrorist group. People say Politicians.
If I say they are the politicians then again question comes that we are the one who elected these politicians, so are we the real culprits?
If I say real culprits are terrorists, then thought comes that How they got such insane to do this height of cruelty?. How they go such highly motivated so that they even don’t care for there own lives? Are they mad? Caught terrorist said that they had been shown Gujarat riots in which hundreds of Muslims got killed. Again Gujarat riots were under impact of Godhra Hatya kand in which Hindus got burnt off. oh! so its a chain of revenges. We say politicians are very selfish and none of our use. So who the hell gonna stop this chain? Are we? or useless politicians?
Last Major blasts were at the time of Babri Masjid fall. How many Hindus will say that there should be a Masjid? How many Muslim will say that there should be a temple? Count would be ZERO In billion of population for sure. If I ask Hindu He will say temple and may give number of reasons. If i ask same person that suppose you are from Muslim religion and now what will be your answer I am sure he will think for 10 seconds before giving any answer and those 10 seconds aren’t the self explanatory?
India is my country and all Indians are my brothers and sisters.
I love my country and I am proud of its rich and varied heritage.
I shall always strive to be worthy of it.
Do we really mean these lines from Indian pledge or it is just a thing to mug up. Are we dumb enough to chant this word without knowing the meaning?. Do we really know what the pledge word really mean?
Do we have courage to teach our children and students that love is the only way to dissolve all the problems? Are we going to tell them that Shivaji Maharaj fought against injustice and cruelty and NOT against any specific religion?
Everybody is asking, what would government do after this terrorist attack? Many of fools are saying that we should have a war against Pakistan. Would that do? If there relative in armed forces would they have opted this option?
Question should be what should we do after this attack? Can’t we at least spread that violence is not an answer? Can’t we stop things like Godhra hatya kand and Gujarat riots? Can’t we stop getting used by politician under the name of religion? Can’t we stand for what we pledged in schools? If 10 terrorist can make the difference can’t we?
I had all this discussion with one of my friend. He said that “It is very easy to sit in AC office and think in this way”. I asked him “Brains behind all these violence aren’t under AC office?”
When I started blogging I created separate music section in it, because I knew that I will keep writing my thoughts in it. My craziness go something like this, whenever I find new good song, I just keep listening it till it gets in my blood, till it spreads everywhere inside me, till it creates new fountain of happiness, till creates new spark inside me, till it brings smile of inner happiness on my face. I mean to say I just get HAPPY, I feel like dancing, feel like I am top of the world. What could be the easiest way than this to get happy. People run behind money, lady, fame for happiness. Even after getting all this also there search of happiness never ends.
Anyway that is not the topic to discuss, the reason to write all this now is I found new fountain. JI just couldn’t stop myself to share this great news with you.
“Rock on” rocked me last month, I loved almost every song of this album. Then I found “ek meetha marz dene” a lovely song from movie called “Welcome to sajjanpur”. I don’t know why this song didn’t get popular. It is such a lovely song from offbeat singer Mohit Chauhan, who already sung nice songs like “dooba dooba”, “khoon chala (Rang de basanti)”, tum se hi (Jab we met). You can listen this song with your eyes closed; you can sense its sweetness. Madhushree (yeah! New to me also) is co-singer in this song. She has very little part to sing in this song but I tell you she got divine voice. I think, I am getting luckier these days. I was listening this song and I got the mail from a friend that Rehmaan’s new album “Yuvraaj” is out.
Rehmaan + Gulzaar + Sonu Nigam what could be the better feast than this for me J . What can I say more than “mast mast dar mastam…”
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